"And you act like that's unjust,
And then you let your people rust,
And then we lose all of our trust."
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
March 22-23, 2010
It's been a late Monday night with lots to do but little to learn. I saw Alice in Wonderland with Emma earlier this evening. Spent the afternoon at work, after doing homework all morning. I didn't do the dishes, but discovered that im no good at 'photoshop', at least not yet.
Vacation was more trying than anyting else. I've been just exhausted with my day-to-day and see no end to it. I find myself like I am now: wide awake at 12:30 watching a movie and thinking about life. The sanctuary that I have created for myself has become more than just where I live; itt's my habitat. Where I live, laugh, work, play, breathe, cry, love. That's probably why I feel like such a spaz, because I don't have any sort of diffuser. My life is raw. Has been and will be just as it is today. I'm thankful for that awesomeness.
There's that feeling when you think your emotion will just explode out your eyeballs because it's so strong; you just can't take it. It hurts, but you couldn't be happier.
It's not easy bein' cheesey.
Vacation was more trying than anyting else. I've been just exhausted with my day-to-day and see no end to it. I find myself like I am now: wide awake at 12:30 watching a movie and thinking about life. The sanctuary that I have created for myself has become more than just where I live; itt's my habitat. Where I live, laugh, work, play, breathe, cry, love. That's probably why I feel like such a spaz, because I don't have any sort of diffuser. My life is raw. Has been and will be just as it is today. I'm thankful for that awesomeness.
There's that feeling when you think your emotion will just explode out your eyeballs because it's so strong; you just can't take it. It hurts, but you couldn't be happier.
It's not easy bein' cheesey.
Monday, March 1, 2010
March 1, 2010
Totally fried.
The weight of the semester is finally hitting me hard. I feel productivity at an all time low, not good with three midterms on Thursday. Sleep has become a luxury.
After Thursday it's time for some serious meditation. I need to go ome and spend everyday outdoors. I need to frolic and dance and be with me. My alone time is now devoted to books and papers, so I guess that really doesn't count as alone time. It's myself removed from myself. I'll say it again, thank god for my apartment. It's ease and security, and it's mine. Which is funny because ease and security are something lacking in about all other aspects of my day-to-day.
I'm gonna push on thorugh until the weekend... except I have this weekend, so we'll save it for the week. Please let the universe grant me some lax time. I feel the sun shining in the next few days and the anticipation is enough to drive a girl mad.
Searching for Serenity within this mess that I choose to call Life.
The weight of the semester is finally hitting me hard. I feel productivity at an all time low, not good with three midterms on Thursday. Sleep has become a luxury.
After Thursday it's time for some serious meditation. I need to go ome and spend everyday outdoors. I need to frolic and dance and be with me. My alone time is now devoted to books and papers, so I guess that really doesn't count as alone time. It's myself removed from myself. I'll say it again, thank god for my apartment. It's ease and security, and it's mine. Which is funny because ease and security are something lacking in about all other aspects of my day-to-day.
I'm gonna push on thorugh until the weekend... except I have this weekend, so we'll save it for the week. Please let the universe grant me some lax time. I feel the sun shining in the next few days and the anticipation is enough to drive a girl mad.
Searching for Serenity within this mess that I choose to call Life.
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