Totally fried.
The weight of the semester is finally hitting me hard. I feel productivity at an all time low, not good with three midterms on Thursday. Sleep has become a luxury.
After Thursday it's time for some serious meditation. I need to go ome and spend everyday outdoors. I need to frolic and dance and be with me. My alone time is now devoted to books and papers, so I guess that really doesn't count as alone time. It's myself removed from myself. I'll say it again, thank god for my apartment. It's ease and security, and it's mine. Which is funny because ease and security are something lacking in about all other aspects of my day-to-day.
I'm gonna push on thorugh until the weekend... except I have this weekend, so we'll save it for the week. Please let the universe grant me some lax time. I feel the sun shining in the next few days and the anticipation is enough to drive a girl mad.
Searching for Serenity within this mess that I choose to call Life.
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